Whisper My Serenade
This heart, it beats, beats for only you.
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It's not that I don't care. I'm trying not to. Cause everytime that thought's in my head, which is always, I will feel like crying. If I was allowed to do anything in school, I think I would be sent to WoodBrigde. I would be screaming running around like some maniac. I obviously care. I am human too. I have feelings. But I don't like the feelings I am having. In school, I'm trying to put on a mask that I am fine. I'm still trying to laugh and be my normal carefree self again. And you should too. Esmeralda told me that she saw you walking outside her class lifelessly. Cheer up. Like you said as long as I like you and You like me it's all fine. But now I want to be isolated. I ain't gonna totally bottle up my feelings but I ain't gonna let them out either. Give me maybe 2 weeks or so. I never really got scolded in my life before. I need a little time to recover. And of course I still like you. I am unreasonable but not to that extend. It isn't entirely your fault, it's mine too. Do you know how much I would want to talk to you. To forgive you and let everything just slip by? But somehow, and I don't why know, a little part of me is saying "No. Don't forgive him. Just carry on your life without him." But I obviously didn't do so cause I knew it's gonna hurt real bad. Now. One day not talking to you ready hurts, I don't think I can ignore you for the rest of my life. I think we should have a moment of silence. I need to sort things out with myself. So I hope you would understand me when I say I just need silence.Labels: No. I do.
It's not that I don't care. I'm trying not to. Cause everytime that thought's in my head, which is always, I will feel like crying. If I was allowed to do anything in school, I think I would be sent to WoodBrigde. I would be screaming running around like some maniac. I obviously care. I am human too. I have feelings. But I don't like the feelings I am having. In school, I'm trying to put on a mask that I am fine. I'm still trying to laugh and be my normal carefree self again. And you should too. Esmeralda told me that she saw you walking outside her class lifelessly. Cheer up. Like you said as long as I like you and You like me it's all fine. But now I want to be isolated. I ain't gonna totally bottle up my feelings but I ain't gonna let them out either. Give me maybe 2 weeks or so. I never really got scolded in my life before. I need a little time to recover. And of course I still like you. I am unreasonable but not to that extend. It isn't entirely your fault, it's mine too. Do you know how much I would want to talk to you. To forgive you and let everything just slip by? But somehow, and I don't why know, a little part of me is saying "No. Don't forgive him. Just carry on your life without him." But I obviously didn't do so cause I knew it's gonna hurt real bad. Now. One day not talking to you ready hurts, I don't think I can ignore you for the rest of my life. I think we should have a moment of silence. I need to sort things out with myself. So I hope you would understand me when I say I just need silence.Labels: No. I do.
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